I am not the sort of person who naturally wants to live an extremely spontaneous life. I like schedules and plans. I like to know what to expect. I like to prepare.
And yet God called me to be a missionary and to live in Thailand and to have a Thai husband and to be a Mom.
He called me to live outside of my comfort zone to the nth degree.
And while I like having schedules I can depend on, the only thing I can really depend on is that life will not be predictable. And the only One I can depend on is totally trustworthy and yet I struggle to trust Him as life throws me unexpected balls (or bomb) that I have to try to catch or avoid.